fish.

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come here, i want a new blog. i promise i'm less grumpy.

this is how we ride on the moon.

ugh. i need to be straight up now.

beedoo.

not alot of people have the courage to say what's on their mind.
wouldn't it just have eaten away at you?
i'm glad that you were honest.
you did.

maybe now it's someone elses turn?

sigh-sigh-sigh

time for whinge.

i dnw. so i have a mega crush on this girl. have done for a wee bit now. and i told her. it took me sometime to decide whether to tell her or not because she's going through alot at the moment and doesn't really know where her head/heart belongs. that's ok, most people have no idea where either of these belong. i guess we don't know till we know and when we do know i'm pretty sure it will always involve a certain someone.

anywho, so i told her...after a glass of liquid courage or two it just kinda came out. there has been flirting involved, definatley from my side if not hers too. but i'm pretty sure it was reciprocated. and now, it's weird.. like between us. conversation has gone from constant communication to a few texts a day.

i wish i was psychic. then maybe i'd know what was going on, i'm terrible at reading people most of the time.

AHAHA.

this lady is amazing!

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2010/09/party.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=feed&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+Hyperbole-and-a-half+%28Hyperbole-And-A-Half%29

LOL.

to the girl with the mousey hair.

ahh crushes.
i don't know why but they come with such a warm feeling.
talking to her.
seeing her.
even just hearing her name.
sigh.

i haven't rambled in almost a month!

wow.

i haven't posted in a while >.<.


the last few days i've found myself really questioning my motives in a certain situation. fighting the positives with the negatives and coming to a draw. having some of the negatives be huge influences in my life and the same with some of the positives.

but something happened today. something that caught me by complete and utter suprise. to do with a person/people. well of course, everything has something to do with someone. and it has just made me so happy. like this thing i have thought about happening briefly in the past but then pushing it away due to the fact that i thought it would be a pretty rare happening.

but it happened today, and i'm glad it did. opened up my eyes to the fact that you can't make things happen, they just do happen. and alot of the time it's when you least expect it. but i can tell you now, hvaing it happen when you least expect it feels so much greater than pushing it and expecting it.

:D happy face