caligynephobia.

i want to meet someone. someone nice. beautiful. fun. and all up someone who i can be myself around.

i see people who interest me. who grab my attention when i'm walking through the streets.
i wish i had the courage to walk up to them. to say just a simple "hello".

that's not "normal" though is it?
how would you react?

i did meet someone not long ago. through a friend. someone who i really took a shining to and have thought about quite often since. it's not the right situation though. perhaps i can make it the right situation? or maybe i will just have to leave it up to patience and time. half a country isn't much but i don't really know this person. and you can't get to know someone via msn or facebook etc.

i'm just going to come out and say this. maybe you read this, maybe you don't.. i don't know, i'm not psychic. however.. i will be in akl this weekend. if you do read this, let's go for coffee [i'm a cliche, i know]. you should know who you are. if you don't read this i am going to text you anyway.

kakorrhaphiophobia- the fear of rejection.
to fear rejection is to live lonely.

i will just leave with these last words:

good things take time.