give me novacaine.

so so so much on my mind right now, it's insane. uni, friends, feelings, emotion, blah blah blaaahhh. right now i want to be on an island, with a constant flow of gin and tonic passing through my body and unlimited sun to soak up. i think we underestimate how much each of us knows, people know things, yet its hard to find people who understand my thoughts. i don't know where i got it from but the brain in my head is crazy, always thinking about what if rather than now, rather than concentrating on what i have, it's concentrating on what i could've had if i had of done this or that differently, if i had've chosen my path differently. regret is a big thing to live with. why regret? i guess just live for now and hope that through the bad decisions i've made in the past i can learn to make better ones in the future....

translation: bitch bitch bitch, moan moan moan.

fkn rad.

ok, ladyhawke, pure class!

i've followed her for a while now and always been a big fan. but seriously, the vnzmas'? she fkn owned, lately the nz music scene has really started to pick up with the likes of coco solid, cut off your hands, fat freddys drop etc etc but ladyhawke takes the cake for me! fuck it she takes the whole buffet!

from her genius lyrics, raging skills on the bass and synth, to her "i dont give a fuck" attitude. i really think i am in love. and for the record completley jealous of anika moa right now. pip brown makes me want to learn some form of instrument and take on a whole new personna, with an attitude that would make my mum wonder what she did wrong with me when i was young.

i really think pip brown should marry me, i mean come on, she lives for video games, gets plastered at awards shows and thanks her lighting crew when accepting awards because all she wants to do is het off stage and have another vodka.

i will see you on the 31st of october, be prepared for a very loud girl at the front belting out the words to magic.

pip brown, you are pure magic!

iloveyou

roar

so, its a friday arvo. and what more could i ask for than to be spending it with my boy Rory. isnt he beautiful? ps iloveyou

tonights gonna be a goodnight

freakin keen for tonight! gonna have some drinkies with the girls and the boysss, this is my new outfit yay. and yes, i spent my money today, already ohwells, so worth it =]

and it was worth fifteen dollars.

if i could live in an opshop, this would be my life.

this is the new shit.

jarrad and i at le castle vania on my 19th birthday. couldn't have spent it any other way.